I will make that decision tomorrow morning. I am not putting too much on here because someone is relaying it all and I want to sort things out myself rather than have gossips do it.
I have my CT scan next week and can feel the CT blues starting. It will be tears until Wednesday and depending if I have the disease in the right lung or not will determine how I feel.
I am feeling a little lost and down at the moment. I will have to call on a few wonderful shoulders to support me through next week.