I decided to go into work as normal this morning. I woke up, had a few tears with my little cat cuddled into me. Got myself sorted and went off to work. I tried to hold back but it was impossible and I got to work and burst into tears. One of my lovely colleagues was crying with me, such a sweet girl. I had a word with my boss who was happy for me to go home. I decided that I didn't want to do that, I have such a great team that I knew I would get all the support I need. I went on the phones, my decision, and stayed on from about 11 am till 1 pm. I felt so much better after I had done that, it took my mind completely off my problems. I left work at 1:30pm, got in my little car, who is running like a dream thanks to mechanic, Darren. I got home and found that the hospital had called, I have to go to hospital tomorrow for a B12 jab and to get folic acid and steroid tablets to take before the chemo starts.
I have been told there is a trial in the USA, I will add it to my news page. It means going to the USA and I am not sure if it means I will be away for a while, I am in a real dilemma as to what to do. Why does every thing have to be so far away?
So there is no work tomorrow, I will be back in on Monday until Thursday. Thank you so much to my fabulous team and manager for looking after me today and to all the wonderful people who have sent such lovely messages of support.