Tuesday, 10 July 2012

Back to normal.

I had a quiet day yesterday, I felt tired and my appetite seems to have disappeared, I know how it important it is to eat though and am doing my best. I think little and often meals will be the key, nothing too intimidating.
I am going to potter around today as well, I have my CT scan tomorrow and the results next week which is chemo week.
It comes around so fast, I really want to have my life back, I hate this chemo regime, it takes a lot of my energy and time. I can remember saying, when I was diagnosed with mesothelioma, that I didn't have time for cancer, well, I still don't. Theo, you better be moving your gear out, you haven't got long.
I am hoping for stability at least, I do feel well in my self but I think the chemo is catching up, better start running and getting ahead of it : )

I had my usual blueberries, strawberries and raspberries drink this morning. I juice them about 2-3 times a week. I am happy picking at fruit like grapes and cherries, it's the main meals i am finding the challenge. I am going to make a roast this evening as I know I will enjoy that, being a veggie it is that, all vegetables, which I love. I may have a Quorn fillet, not sure yet, what ever I do, I know I will enjoy it.
Kieran has a sore throat at the moment, I have told him if I take him to the Dr's they won't do anything as they don't like giving out anti biotics. He has had cough medicine and paracetamol which is all they would prescribe anyway. He is a brave little soldier : )

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