It's the 21st December 2012, the day the world ends, I am sat up in bed, all very quiet, nothing rumbling or giving any signs of ending. Theo has decided to rear his ugly, stalking head and is making himself known. I am hoping it is the end of his world and he will leave me alone, he has been very quiet for a while now, not today, he has decided that today is the day he will make me suffer. I have a slight back ache and my left arm is achy, like something resting in a nerve, it goes from my achy back to just above the elbow. I think it is a chest infection, I have a slight cough as well. I will get in touch with my Dr's surgery and get an appointment for some pain killers, I am hoping I can get an appointment for tomorrow. If not, it wil b waiting over the whole weekend and then it will be Christmas. I have Kieran's last Christmas assembly tomorrow, I can't miss that, infant I won't miss that even if the world does end.
Chest infections have been a rare occurrence since I have had treatment for the TOF, it has made my life a lot easier. I have a tube connecting my windpipe and food pipe. A wonderful Dr I'n Taunton has helped me a lot by doing some pioneering treatment. It hasn't closed it bit I am sure it has made it smaller which means less fluid gets into the lungs.
It is 2:53 am GMT, I have a cat so very desperate to play his kitty game, he is pestering me for my iPad. I am going to try and get some sleep, it one of those nights where I am afraid to shut my eyes just in case I never open them again. I will log in again tomorrow with an update about Kieran's night with his friends and how things go later today. Checking out and putting on the kitty game : )