I came back in hospital yesterday, I have my dilatation on Wednesday. This is a procedure to widen the oesophagus because mine has decided to not allow me to eat solids. This is a normal occurrence for a lot of people with TOF ( tracheo- oesophageal fistula).
I hope that Wednesday I can close the fistula for good as it causes me a lot of problems with chest infections and choking.
I had Oxynorm last night for the pain as I had run out of my usual tablets and it was too late to request anymore. I had a horrid nightmare, al my family were zombies and we were on Plymouth hoe in the moonlight. I wasn't sure if I was one or not. I did know one thing though, that I felt stunning in my floaty nighty, we all looked good : )
It's 3-30 am so I thought I w,old update. I am still a little shaky as the dream was scary, I will get back to sleep soon. In the mean time, I am looking forward to getting tomorrow out of the way and to improve my breathing so I can go home, that is my biggest worry.
Thank you to all the people who have sent lovely messages of support, each and every word stokes my fire to win this battle. You all inspire me, so glad I have so many wonderful people in my life, I am so lucky x x x